Someone very close to my heart is really losing it!! She’s lost, really.. I can see through her even if she remains silent and secretive. She does what she wants regardless of the people around her. She simply doesn’t care at all. I don’t really know if she’s far worse than she was before but from what I’m seeing she’s wallowing in drunkenness, disappointments and failures. I’m sad looking at how she lives her life, wasting away her body and her soul. Giving little bits of herself in wrong relationships, wrong crowd and wrong life choices. She let’s everybody else in except us. She keeps to herself. She doesn’t show emotion except the smile or the nonchalance plastered in her face most of the time. She listens but just let the words come out in her other ear. She’s losing control and I hate to see the day she will be awakened by an unforgettable experience that God will orchestrate to shake her. I’m afraid for her. I’m crying out for her to be delivered from the pit she’s in.
I hope that in despair she’ll turn to You and not in the world. Please help her find her way back. Please tug at her stone-cold heart and break the wall covering it. Please drag her back Lord. You are in control. It’s all up to you now.
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