Deciphering

A puzzle, a mystery
It's difficult reading you
You pour your heart one second
Then you sink beneath you

Deciphering between the lines
Of what's concealed inside
Desperate to see a spark
Something that'll ignite my heart

But all of it was nonsense
One-sided again
Always the one to open
Always the one to mend

Holding it all in
I face you with a grin
A mask to hide the burden
A facade to keep from hurting

Breaking free
My heart seeks to be steady
Desiring to be calm
Bursting with serenity